Termimpikan dia lagi....dia yang sudah pergi dan takkan kembali lagi. The dream was so real that for once again, I thought he is still alive and around. I could remember that in the dream, I was so longing to be able to talk and chat with him, like what we used to do. I could see him clearly in front of me......with the usual, cheerful and loving character. I was so happy to be able to have him back, to be able to see him.......only to be awake a while after that, and finally realise that he has gone forever and will never ever be back....
Then suddenly the feeling of emptiness begin to hit me......yes, maybe my subconcious mind still misses him.....I miss the things we used to do together, our daily talks/chats, our favourite activities.....It has been almost 4 years without having him around.....
Hanya yang pernah mengalami "kehilangan" sebegini yang tahu apa yang aku lalui...Ku pohon pada mu Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan Mu dgn penuh redha dan dada yang lapang.....kurniakan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi kehidupan yang mendatang, menghadapi segala baik dan buruk kerana sesungguhnya hanya Kau yang Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengasihani....
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