Busy, busy, busy

I thought it's gonna be a quiet ramadhan....but I guess I was wrong.  Buktinya, hari Jumaat lepas, aku kena pergi ke HQ kerana ada project urgent yg perlu disiapkan and Project manager dah kata yg nak siapkan kerja2 berkenaan sebelum cuti raya, so......bertungkus lumus ler kitaorg for the next 3 weeks.....

And on top of that, keje opis still on-going.  Project renovation Food Garden still berjalan...and ada 3 board papers kena siapkan and 1 EXCO paper kena submit ke boss....memang tak menang tangan ler aku.....

Tapi ok lar, banyak perkara baru yang aku belajar setiap hari....very interesting.  I take it as a learning curve that will value add to my exprience and exposure.  Oh ya, hari Isnin nanti, genap 6 bulan aku kat position nie...means, my probation period is due.  Last 2 weeks, ada ler aku menanya dengan boss, since dia dah bukak mulut kan.  Direct aje aku tanya, so will I be getting my confirmation?  Dia terkejut dan kata, "of course you will be confirmed, what makes you think you will not?"  Kalau lah benar apa yang dia kata, alhamdulillah......syukur kerana aku dapat melalui tempoh probation nie dengan penuh kesabaran......

Moga aku terus diberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi hari mendatang.....this is what I want to do, this is my passion.....so, it's up to me to decide either I should sink or sync....

These gonna be my work for the next 2 weeks.....eh, mcm mana boss aku leh ter-enterframe dlm citer nie?  hehehe



Green Fingers

2 weeks before fasting months starts, aku tetiba dapat idea nak buat "Taman Herba" di kawasan rumah org tua ku.  As at now, dah ada pokok senduduk putih, bunga melur, bunga rose, serai wangi, lengkuas, bunga kantan, bunga kemuning, mulberi, lemon and pokok tenggek burung.

Hari tu aku dh beli pokok kesidang, dah cantik dia membesar, tiba2 ada ler yg terlebih pandai, pg potong sekali pokok tu time mereka mesin rumput....frust kan!!

Hopefully serai wangi tu tumbuh merimbun mcm dulu2 ler.......sebab ianya boleh digunakan utk buat mandi.....segar dan harum aje badan......By the way, aku dapatkan stok anak pokok2 nie dari sorang supplier yg selalu ada menjual di Pasar Tani Putera Heights......Dah pesan last week dgn adik tu, anak pokok sirih melayu......hopefully this week dia bawak ler......

 

Antara anak pokok yang dijual

 

Anak pokok yang kitaorg beli......

Sama tapi tak serupa

Kalo ler benda nie betul2 aku punya, dh lama aku tk payah keje kat opis.....ekekekkekek.

 

Tempat kejadian:  Seksyen 8, Shah Alam

 

Tempat kejadian:  Pasaraya Giant Putra Heights

Ramadhan menjelma lagi

Alhamdulillah, diizinkan Allah utk aku menjalani ibadah berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan utk tahun ini.  Tetiba rasa insaf dan kerdil sangat apabila 2 hari seblm bermulanya Ramadhan, seorang sahabat telah kehilangan bapanya akibat kanser....Al fatihah buat arwah pakcik Faroque, moga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan ditempatkan dikalangan mereka yang beriman....moga Farwina dan keluarga tabah menghadapi saat2 sebegini, dan dapat melaluinya dengan penuh redha dan tabah.....amin.

Sejujurnya, aku excited dan teruja sungguh dengan ketibaan Ramadhan kali ini, dont know why....excited semacam bercampur gembira.  Maybe this could be my last Ramadhan, who knows?  Moga Allah terus memberikan aku kesempatan untuk menjalani Ramadhan yang mendatang....

Ok, Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan dan selamat berpuasa diucapkan kepada semua umat Islam....Moga Ramadhan kali ini memberi kita peluang untuk terus mencari keredhaan dan keberkatan Nya dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian.....

This is how I feel now......very happy.....

Umpama Mimpi dalam Mimpi

Termimpikan dia lagi....dia yang sudah pergi dan takkan kembali lagi.  The dream was so real that for once again, I thought he is still alive and around.  I could remember that in the dream, I was so longing to be able to talk and chat with him, like what we used to do.  I could see him clearly in front of me......with the usual, cheerful and loving character.  I was so happy to be able to have him back, to be able to see him.......only to be awake a while after that, and finally realise that he has gone forever and will never ever be back....

Then suddenly the feeling of emptiness begin to hit me......yes, maybe my subconcious mind still misses him.....I miss the things we used to do together, our daily talks/chats, our favourite activities.....It has been almost 4 years without having him around.....

Hanya yang pernah mengalami "kehilangan" sebegini yang tahu apa yang aku lalui...Ku pohon pada mu Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan Mu dgn penuh redha dan dada yang lapang.....kurniakan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi kehidupan yang mendatang, menghadapi segala baik dan buruk kerana sesungguhnya hanya Kau yang Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengasihani.... 

Mari ke dapur

Bila stress, masak......bila happy pun, masak gak....dunno why this week, sampai seru utk main masak2....Macam biasa, sampai aje kat rumah, buat apa yg patut dan terus masuk dapur.....

So, aku tak hengat hari apa, dapat lar prepare ikan tenggiri masak lemak cili api and stir fried bok choy.....Ye, aku dah bohsan beli makanan kat luar......and kesiankan kedua org tua ku, depa lunch tak makan yg heavy, so at least boleh ler depa makan something yg mengenyangkan perut di mlm hari.....

Our dinner - ikan tenggir masak lemak cili api and stir fried bok choy

Of usual rumblings and mumblings

Missing you dearly at this very moment.....

I miss your smile, your laughter.......I miss the way you look deep into my eyes,

I miss your voice.....in short, I miss having you near me.....

As I look up at the sky

I'm thankful to have you in my life

You have been someone who is always close to my heart

You're the air that I breathe, you are always in my heart, with every single beat...

Though we might not always be able to be together

I feel your presence in everything I do

You are a part of me, and I do wish that I'm a part of you.....

Having someone like you in my life is priceless

You are all my wish come true

You have been a good companion, bestest friend that I ever had

And I do wish that this will continue, till the end of our lifes.....

Though I seldom confess my feelings for you

Through and through, I love you and I really do....

Sayang

Thank you for being there for me, I truly appreciate it

You mean everything to me....and I do hope that I mean everything to you....